I'm Emma, I love reading, writing, castle, Taylor Swift, Lana del rey, Johnny Cash, Marina & the Diamonds, soy latina, and american 🎀 I go to seek a great perhaps 🌎 New Yorker at heart ❤
I’m lying in my bed
Listening to The xx wondering
What it would be like to have
Somebody else’s form next to me.
I think I’m going to be up all night
Someone else is running their hands
Over the crook of your neck or the curve of your back.
I thought I had finally found someplace to rest my bones
But I guess our bodies have room for only a single skeleton.
I want to believe that we were not just a coincidence.
I want to believe that I wasn’t chasing at nothing
But nothing I do can drown the thoughts away,
No amount of shots I down can give me a shot at getting over this today.
And one day you will love someone the way that I love you,
And they will not love you back the way you did not love me.
I want to be there
To see the disappointment sink into your face, I want to
See the promise in your eyes get erased.
Tell me how that feels,
To have someone’s voice stand out against every other song.
It’s uncouth and kind of fucked,
And in my deluded youth my judgment’s a bit off but
I bet you’ll end up downsizing your love.